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there lies my passion, hidden, there lies my love. ill hide it in a blanket, lull it to sleep
mr. pernerewski has gone a wee bit too far..but i think he got the general part of my objections..to a certain extent.

i miss mr. stockman. i want to give him a hug and tell him everything is alright and that he will find someone and be happy..even if it turns out to be a lie.

i think i did alright on the chemistry midterm. just making my cheat sheet helped me study so i knew most of the things that were on there. she definitely did not put half the subjects weve studied on the test either. that put me in a much better mood. i was even able to start correcting the test that i got a 65 on so i can hand that in for credit. it all makes much more sense now. im so slow.

now i just have to make up the two tests tommorow and makeup the two lab reports i need to hand in..agh.

i felt really gross today, as i usually do when i wear sweaters, and all i really wanted to do was babysit and go home, but for some reason i was rather happy. mr. hall was still being a bit of a bitch..but a mildly improved bitch. he started to insist that i use "i will not be a potty mouth in mr. halls classroom" instead of what i wrote (50 fucking times) "i will not use profanity in mr. hall's classroom or elsewhere," but i started twitching when he kept using all the words i didnt like (including the ultimate worst word to use in my presence) and he realized just how squeemish i am.
i have to get my makeup work for that class done. i had a 93 in the first quarter, now i have a 68 all due to the fact that i didnt hand in the "am i an admirable person" essay. diana maldonado handed in an online conversation she had with a friend about her ex-boyfriend for that assignment and got a 100. i like diana well enough..but thats fucked up. it has nothing to do with her admirability and mr. hall gushed about it. oh well.
ill hand it in friday..along with the great gatsby stuff i didnt do..since i didnt read the book.

things are feeling much better in the school category.

so i was a rather peachy person today..until i realized my ultimate fuck up. i had told americo that i got out early today due to the exams, not remembering that everything got pushed back a day. so he showed up here while i was still very much in school. a bad scene indeed. i was really worried so i ran home and called sue back, only to find out that americo had had to cancel his lessons. i still feel really bad. she wasnt that upset about it but i still feel awful because americos so awesome and i let them both down. i had planned on offering to watch adam here, but there was nothing he could do at that point. i was looking foward to watching him and showing him off to my mumsy and my sister because hes soo adorable and hes such a cool cat. im glad my sister wasnt here to answer the door though.shes rather racist and would not have reacted well to having a black man inquire as to where i was..sadly enough. hes such a jolly guy..but she still probably would be afraid of him. she would also probably suppose that i was screwing around with him because she is rather irrational and never bothers to ask what is going on instead of just throwing accusations. she would not have even bothered to ask him why he was there. oh well.

its cold and i need a bath/shower.

maybe it just finally sank in.

ugh jillian, this girl who sits in front of me in math, and who always has her thongs sticking out of her pants by a mile, wore the most disgusting shirt yesterday, which boldly stated "muffy's diveshop." now im sure that muffy is either a slang term for vagina or a variety of porn..but it got worse; there were slogans. one such said exclamation was "no experience necessary," another stated "we serve to please," but the worst was "experience the deep up close." it was rather disturbing. the front had more craziness as well but nothing that i could really see enough to make fun of. the worst thing is that it was one of those dreadful abercrombie shirts, in which case, it cost her at least $30 to look like a whore and a dumbass.

madam cosentini is so cute. shes all excited about me signing up for the foreign exchange program. everyone knows im the teachers pet, but i dont feel all that bad about it. i has to write her a letter about my favourite christmas so i wrote about this year and she got all mushy about my mumsy being engaged and how close i am with her. i know shes always wanted children but cant have them and somehow i feel like she gets so much out of teaching because of that. she's always touching my hair or the side of my face when i do something wrong or do something really well. its adorable.

im so horribly content right now. everything has fallen together.

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